I really wanna post shit...I mean my "problems", but I just don't wanna depress everyone. I realize I post the most depressing shit when I am drunk, so I will just keep it to myself. I don't even know why I am posting this. Guess I felt stupid or something, but then when don't I.Stupid fetal alcohol syndrom / *real* ADHD (not that some people don't really have it). Sorry I am drunk and being retarded as usual. Please ignore this post.